Didnt make it in the army and now they fucked me up I am stuck i have to find a job buy a car and move back to pa hopefully someone will want me there oh and im single because i couldnt take shit with that guy so of course i am single again and im staying that way for awhile my hair is red and black again

Hey its aug 4th and im sitting in my bf's spare room thinking about alot of stuff thats happened since i came back from pa firstly i went back out with joe and suprise suprise he hurt me again 2 days after me and joe seperated well 1 day after his bday i got hooked up with Ronnie who ive known since i was like knee high and started talking to his family again I joined the army and leave aug 19th for basic training and am scared and stressed but i have my baby by my side he is a sweetheart i think i love him but im scared to use the L word and get hurt like i have so many times before. I also wanna apologize to everyone who has been hurt by me in the present or past ive realized what a bitch ive been and no wonder i have like no one around me anymore but anyways i am gonna get off here and see if my bf needs any help bye guys

Ali

Im happy again what do you do when you have everything you ever wanted? sit back and relax right? well I have a good job awesome friends awesome bf and im finally happier than ive been i still cry but thats cause im so far away from my family and old friends but hey what can you do?

its me again with an update i quit college and am now living in erie pa still single as ever if you need to get a hold of me email me

i am in college now and single not very single im seeing someone but not bf/gf seeing them its kinda cool and he makes me laugh and helped me meet some new people i hope i get to chill with him friday i dunno yet though umm my one very best friend is Miss. Jackstar she cheers me up when im blue and i love her lots